I am forever grateful for 3 weeks of pain free. They were amazing. I was able to be in the now with my family and just laugh and be a little of me again (despite was all the meds are doing to me). But my healing was not suppose to happen yet and I’m back in an even worse flare than I’ve ever had. This weather change just took me under. But this time my attitude is a little different. I know what I can do and not do now. And I know that he answered my prayer and gave us such a great Christmas and so now he will give me a full healing some day but for the now I am going to use this pain for good. This song just reminded me, Hes given me confidence like no other. Have a great night 💜