I know I’m not alone in this, struggle to believe Gods goodness. When you are in the middle of a trial that seems to not have an end and know that God could snap His fingers and all of it would end is a hard pain. I’m here to say this is Gods goodness. He is perfect, never changing, all loving God.
His ways are the perfect ways. So when He doesn’t change your situation that’s when you need to love Him even more and have faith He’s got you. just say over and over “I trust in your process”.
This is a huge indicator of your hearts condition. If we are able to do this then God knows we truly lean and count on Him. Sometimes He needs to be reassured that He is the center of our life.
Trusting the world is a long slippery slope to destruction. God says we are to live in this world but not be of this world. We can’t trust both God and world. For the world is always changing but God CANNOT change. He is the light.
I pray that you my friends will see God in a new light. That even through the trials you are able to lean on God and find His joy in it. Lots of love!